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I’ve always been a gleeful person, not until April this year. You could never see me glooming, positive vibes everywhere. But lately, sh*t has been going sideways, I’m probably the saddest person you could ever see.

Let’s start with a brief intro, I’m Dhabiri or Tunde… whichever sails your boat. An 18-year-old front-end web developer (a big ishh), and here I am trying out the writing space. Yeah, that’s pretty brief.

This might not be like your regular newsletter, this is even my first so don’t blame me if it doesn’t meet your standards (pleaseeee). Okay, here we go…

So where do I start? Is the fact that I’m walking bad luck? Or an unskilled mf? Or just basically broke to the core? Yeah I said earlier I’m a front-end web developer but the projects I’ve done say otherwise, they’re what you call mediocre projects, projects that shouldn’t be worth recognition; you could as well call them stickman websites. Yooo I’m legit struggling with the responsivity of a simple landing page.

I do things for the validation of other people, I work based on motivation, and left to me I’ll just wallow in my failure… oh well. Hey hey pardon me if the newsletter has been emitting negative vibes so far, we should get to the good part about now.

I want to introduce you to some close friends of mine;

·        Moke

·        Michel

·        Megami

Triple Ms

Oh Moke, Olumokeeeee, she’s one of those people you’ll love to meet in person. She’s not just a cyber-friend, she’s… omooooo I can phantom the words to hype her with. She’s caring, she emits an aura of love and pure vibesss. She’s even the one that talked me into trying out newsletters. I’ll cherish the day I stepped into her dm. Times I feel downcast or really sad she’s always to cheer me up, those daily checkups>>>

I never hide my vulnerability when talking with her, I legit share everything with her, and her talks help me out of episodes. She’s my save from depression.

Michel, Michel is fam. We’ve been close ones since secondary school, banter and teases but it’s all love. During his gloomy days I felt he was just “faking depression”, brother man was mostly down. In a way it irked me but looking back I realize I was being an insensitive oaf. My man had thoughts of uncertainty, planning his life, and there I was catching cruise. Now in my “bad times,” it looks like he’s the only one that could relate. When I talk ill of myself or sound depressed he finds a way to get me motivated, his pep talks be doing the most for me. This is not gay shit but my love for that guyyyy. Bruh you need an Ehimah Michel in your life.

And Megami. Favieeeeee, goth angel sinner, that babe is just vibes and her taste in music… dayummmm. Another cyber-friend I’ll love to meet in person. She changed my taste in music and introduced me to a pretty dope genre, opening my eyes to LIL PEEP (P.S. you should try his music).  Although she doesn’t have things chill that doesn’t stop her from going. Her resilience and push are my daily motivation. Favie if you’re reading this just know I’m your biggest fan ngl.

I have such beautiful friends, friends that keep up with my episodes, thoughts, and ideologies they’re amazing people for real.

Seee? It wasn’t all lamentations, I introduced you to some amazing people in life my fammmm – okay that was a lil’ bit cheesy. Oh well, this is when my head goes blank and we end the newsletter hope you had a nice reading. Bet you did.

And yeahhhh, I bet y’all haven’t heard of Tim Lyre. You should try his music, his sound is celestial and his linessss. His lines are a different thing on their own, he probably goes on some kind of ganja before composing.

I urge you to Worry <.

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